{"id":1761,"date":"2009-10-30T01:23:35","date_gmt":"2009-10-30T02:23:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/laineyd.com\/?p=1761"},"modified":"2009-10-30T01:23:35","modified_gmt":"2009-10-30T02:23:35","slug":"out-of-words","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/?p=1761","title":{"rendered":"Out of words…"},"content":{"rendered":"

I am basically out of things to say. I am looking toward a future – two futures, actually – and I don’t really know which way to go. I can’t even put together the words to explain what I mean. I can do nothing and maybe things will work out and then maybe things will REALLY work out or I can do something and things may work out circuitously but it’ll take longer and it means going so far back, I mean, like pretending the last 10+ years never happened.<\/p>\n

In other news, I suspect Monday is going to be uuuuuugly at the office. I will be out half the day so I have hope that by the time I get there the worst will be over and I’ll still be there for the after ugly bitching. (Seriously. Office of mostly women + employment bloodbath = standing around and doing noooothing). The good news – for me – is that I talked to Gwen earlier in this week at the end of the day and said, “Can I have a moment of your time sometime tomorrow?” She said, “Sure” and then immediately emailed The Almighty D to say “Is Elaine quitting??” So, at least my boss is afraid of losing me. That’s nice. (Our talk was just about my medical adventure, but I like it when my boss is scared. I’ve spent enough of my 9 years there terrified of termination, let her quiver a bit).<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I am basically out of things to say. I am looking toward a future – two futures, actually – and I don’t really know which way to go. I can’t even put together the words to explain what I mean. I can do nothing and maybe things will work out and then maybe things will…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20,21],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1761","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life-in-cheesecake-city","category-mahjobiscrappis"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1761","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1761"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1761\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1761"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1761"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1761"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}