{"id":686,"date":"2006-10-28T00:22:59","date_gmt":"2006-10-28T04:22:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/laineyd.wordpress.com\/2006\/10\/28\/on-my-mind\/"},"modified":"2006-10-28T00:22:59","modified_gmt":"2006-10-28T04:22:59","slug":"on-my-mind","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/?p=686","title":{"rendered":"On my mind"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I want a new job. Now may be a stupid time to actually make a move. Supposedly payroll is going to be mine, all mine (muah ha ha ha) in the next month. (Which means it&#8217;ll happen sometime in February). The guy that does our taxes needs an office manager. Maybe I can do that?<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been where I am for 6 years now &#8211; about a week ago was the sixth anniversary of the day I walked into that office, supposedly for &#8220;a few days&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>(I always say that someone should put up a sign.) I worry that I can&#8217;t do anything else. Six years is a long time, considering I&#8217;ve only been out of college for 7. I&#8217;m scared to move and not excited to stay. If the payroll transition really happens (and New Boss isn&#8217;t, herrrm, laid off in the meantime) I think she&#8217;ll make it unbearable for me.<\/p>\n<p>But yeah, I left the accountant a voicemail, asking for more information.<\/p>\n<p>And Plan B: Yeah, it&#8217;s still a plan. Lately, I find myself scared of that, too. What if I can&#8217;t handle it? (Not the first 9 months &#8211; everything ends sooner or later, right? &#8211; but the subsequent 18+ years.) With my tendency toward being easily overwhelmed, it&#8217;s something to consider. What if I&#8217;m making a terrible decision?<\/p>\n<p>And, the stupidest of the three topics: television. We don&#8217;t have a TV hooked up in our bedroom right now (it was unhooked the day the consignment store took away the furniture) and the new one won&#8217;t be set up until sometime between now and Thanksgiving. I really miss it for the nighttime noise and the movies I have on the PVR. I was in the middle of watching something (I don&#8217;t remember what now).<\/p>\n<p>Holidays: Thanksgiving with the in-laws here, Xmas with the in-laws (and my family too, hooray!) up in Ohio\/Indiana. So much for a quiet holiday for Thanksgiving.<\/p>\n<p>We&#8217;re going to visit Blanche next weekend. I meant to go in August for her birthday but it didn&#8217;t happen. It&#8217;s stupid, but I want to &#8216;talk&#8217; to her.<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, enough for now&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I want a new job. Now may be a stupid time to actually make a move. Supposedly payroll is going to be mine, all mine (muah ha ha ha) in the next month. (Which means it&#8217;ll happen sometime in February). The guy that does our taxes needs an office manager. Maybe I can do that?&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[12,19,10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-686","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-baby-dreaming","category-lets-get-ready-to-ramble","category-travels"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/686","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=686"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/686\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=686"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=686"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=686"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}