{"id":698,"date":"2006-11-12T11:15:50","date_gmt":"2006-11-12T15:15:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/laineyd.wordpress.com\/2006\/11\/12\/darkness-fills-my-heart-w-pain\/"},"modified":"2006-11-12T11:15:50","modified_gmt":"2006-11-12T15:15:50","slug":"darkness-fills-my-heart-w-pain","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/?p=698","title":{"rendered":"Darkness fills my heart w\/ pain"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So, have I ever told you that I never hated my mom? Not even when I was 13 and knew way, way, WAAAAY more than she did? I really never went through this. I wouldn&#8217;t call her my best friend, but she ranks pretty high up there on the list. I was never embarassed to be seen with her, never shouted &#8220;I HATE YOU&#8221; in the midst of an argument.<\/p>\n<p>So, then I find it extremely interesting that my New Boss, who is the same age as my mother (actually, a few months older &#8211; UGH, she&#8217;s SOOO OLLLLLLD), is a person I feel that way for. She can&#8217;t say anything right. I don&#8217;t want to be seen with her, if I didn&#8217;t value my job I&#8217;d spend a lot of time shouting &#8220;I HATE YOU SO MUCH&#8221; at her.<\/p>\n<p>Ugh, I really hate this. I&#8217;ve been reduced to the level of a teenager. Let&#8217;s just blame it on the # of Depeche Mode (aka &#8220;Depressed Mood&#8221;, per Gene) and the Cure songs on my iPod.<\/p>\n<p>But, New Boss has done one good thing: She&#8217;s on vacation all next week. She&#8217;s at Walt Disney World a few days and then she&#8217;s visiting her in-laws (poor souls).<\/p>\n<p>Indeed, I am a lucky girl. Friday PM, I was all alone in my department. If I hadn&#8217;t been so busy I would have been such a slacker.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So, have I ever told you that I never hated my mom? Not even when I was 13 and knew way, way, WAAAAY more than she did? I really never went through this. I wouldn&#8217;t call her my best friend, but she ranks pretty high up there on the list. I was never embarassed to&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[21],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-698","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-mahjobiscrappis"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/698","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=698"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/698\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=698"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=698"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/laineyd.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=698"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}