Okay, so Gene has a work convention in Las Vegas the week after next. He’s leaving on Wednesday Friday. I am 80% sure I am coming with. But here is how my mind is processing this whole thing:
OMG, what if Gwen won’t let me have the week off?
OMG, what if we price my flight and it’s like $1000?
I need a vacation!
Can I just up n’ quit my job and then I can have all the time off I want?
Well, if I do that I can’t have unemployment and I really will need that money when the employer finally gives up the ghost.
Why, WHY WHY WHY WHHHHHHYYYY did I not just fucking ask Gwen on Friday after I got Gene’s email? I had TWO perfect opportunities and I SQUANDERED THEM. Story of my fucking life!!!! Ugh, this chickenshit thing is going to be an expensive mistake.
The flight was $420 on Friday but now we’re less than a week until departure. $420 was bad enough but what if it’s doubled or more??????????
And what if it’s too expensive but Gene still has to fly there? It’s so awkward for him.
Ugh, if I only didn’t have this stupid job we could just drive out there.
I wish the money fairy would just drop a huge stack of cash on my doorstep so I wouldn’t worry about this. Sometimes (may Dave Ramsey strike me dead) I truly miss using credit.