Check printing day. ~1600 checks total.
Payroll printer still broken. Printing on the Accounts Payable printer. And it does the same thing “my” printer does.
I have to get out of there, I just have to. It is to the point where I want to get pregnant right now so there’s a light at the end of the tunnel, but that’s just wrong (very wrong – I have planned to part time it there to bring in some bucks after Plan B). Some days I am scared I want Plan B just so I can get out of there and that’s even wronger (no need to email, I know this).
I know I am lucky to have a job that pays semi decently and gives me vacation and holidays. But I am also so tired of that place that there are days when I want to go to lunch and not come back. Six years I’ve been there. Six W-2 seasons (first quarter of every year), 3 or 4 open enrollments (back in the HR days), and seven holiday seasons of that stupid music. I am so over that place.
How did this happen? I was supposed to be there two effing days. And when they wanted to hire me on, I was happy because it was an income, which was very very necessary (and still is). And somehow nearly six years have passed since then. No golden parachutes landed on my desk, no brilliant ideas for the novel that I know is in me somewhere have magically appeared before my eyes, no job that I’d love to have and hate to quit has begged me to switch companies.